Happy 2nd Anniversary Nuffnang...

Guess what? I just got signing up for Nuffnang yesterday and I was surprised to get this very first email from Nuffnang...
I have seen most of the bloggers have Nuffnang ads on their blogs and it's never come across my mind to bother about it until yesterday I had surf the Nuffnang.com. Honestly, I was impressed when I read about the growth story of Nuffnang that make me to surrender as one of the Nuffnang supporters. Never thought that I signed up on Nuffnang 2nd Anniversary... Ok, I not purposely chosen yesterday because it's Nuffnang 2nd Anniversary. Indeed, I really don't know it is until I got that very first email from Nuffnang...

I am glad that I can be one of the Nuffnang supporters as I found out this blog advertising agency really impressed me. Congrats to the founders of Nuffnang.com, Mr. Timothy Tiah & Mr. Cheo Ming Shen on their succeed... All the best to Nuffnang.com.

Lovely cookies... and notes for you...

In fact I am missing him so much today...

If really God gives us chance to be together...
I wish to bake some of these cookies for you...
Maybe it wont be as lovely as in the picture...
But I will made it with full of loves...
Just for you dear...

There are a lot things I wish to do for you...
Now all of it become part of my dreams...

How I wish I am just dreaming now...
When I wake up, I wish to see your smiling face again...

You are such a beautiful butterfly that come to my life...
You filled me with unconditional loves...
You make me feel loved that I never felt before...
You always cheer my day with sweet words...
The phrase that you never missed... "Be mine, I Love You!"
You coloured every single day in my life...
All things is beautiful when you're with me...
Till the day is come... I open my heart for you...
I feel happy to be yours... Yes, I do...
Everyday is our Valentine's...
Sharing everything together... Our fave choco cookies...
May our love blossoms like those flowers...
And then bear those fruits...
I wish I can celebrate your birthday this year...
Just wait for my surprised...
I reserved one of your birthday wishes for this.... ;)
I love you always... I want to be yours forever....

Hope he get well soon...

Do you believe in dreams? Well... Try to not! But last night I had weird dreams where at first I felt happy then followed by unhappy... And that happened today when I heard good news and then bad news... The good news is about my job where I not gonna too stress after March... Hopefully!

Bad news... Ok, this really make me feel sad and make me moody whole day today... but still I wanna share with you all... Hoping that you all can do me a favor... I just got the news that one of my ex-student was involved in accident last Sunday and his condition very unstable and in unconscious mode. I feel guilty that I only got to know about this today!!! Yesterday, I bumped into his classmates and they told me that he was involved in accident.. Since I was too rush for something else then I was not too bothered to ask further as I thought it won't be too serious... until today, one of the teacher called me and ask whether I would like to join to visit him in the hospital.. then only I know he was seriously injured...

The accident news was on the newspapers.. I blamed myself as I not really read newspapers and not to ask further about him from his friends yesterday...The incident happened last Sunday, 10am. He and his friend were walking along the road (on the way back home from football game ) when he got knocked down by 'stupid driver' that didn't drive properly. After the car rammed into him, the impact of the incident caused him to be thrown into the air before he knocked against the front mirror of the car and then fell onto the road. According to the police initial investigations, he might have been dragged off as far as 95 metres from the spot where he was knocked down. Can you imagine how fast was that 'stupid driver' drove? This caused serious injury on his head and body... And he's now laying unconscious on the hospital bed.. To all, please do me a favor after you read this.. Take a few seconds.. Pray for him so he get well soon...

He used to be my naughty student when I taught him last year... But still I like him very much as he always cheer me up with his naughty action... Sometimes, he will act guilt when he found out that I not bother him in class due to his naughtiness... Then, he will start to pay attention and try to get my attention in class... Unlike other naughty students, he is very obedient when he met the teachers outside the class...

' KongLP, I hope you get well soon... Everyone is waiting for you! You must be strong... I want to see naughty KongLP back to school... Your friends are waiting for you... 2C class is waiting for you... same as well all the teachers in the school... your parents, your siblings, all family members... and of course me too, your ex-teacher, Ms.SP... We love you, KongLP! Gambatte! '

Irresistible...

Don't blame me if you feel hungry after viewing all these pictures... I just want to keep it as the-dream-foods-I-wish-to-eat-with-you collections...
Here you go, Japanese desserts... Yummy~

Anmitsu

Apple Pie

Sesame Ball

Choco Ice Cream

Cupcakes & Bun

Dorayaki

Variety Fruit Pies

Japanese Variety

So cute right? Little Bunny ;)

Kuzu

Little chick?

Macha

Mitarashi

Mochi

Peach & Raspberry Cakes

Strawberry Cakes

Taiyaki

' I wish that one day there will be a chance to try all these foods with my loved one.. Sharing one piece.. Treasure every bites together... '

When there's no more...

When there's no more hurts, you'll stop crying...
When there's no more feels, you'll stop loving...
When there's no more cares, you'll stop hoping...
When there's no more loves, you'll stop breathing...

- Sweet Lavender -

Pimples... Go away!

Not again... My pimples is back! This time even more worse... Maybe because the food I eaten? Or the wrong product I use? Or STRESS? Emm... I think all these when blend together then *tada*... Pimples will come for partying on my face! Well, I think the main cause is Peanut! :( I really can't eat peanut as the pimples love peanut so much... Last few days, I had eaten the peanut with my nephew. Then the next day when I woke up in the morning... Looking at the mirror! Goshh.. The pimples is appeared as much as the peanut I eaten a day before... When I count.. count.. and count.. It almost the same total as the peanut I eaten. Sound ridiculous? But that's the truth! -.-" I think start from this moment I really should band any peanut related products in my food list...

Just for you...

To the light of my life...

Just remember...

Nothing can change my love towards you..
You are my everything...
I love you...

Would you sacrifice for Love?

Another version of "Just take care my eyes please..." where the guy had sacrificed himself just because his love towards the girl.. Love is blind! Enjoy the video clip...

'What is right it doesn't matter... What's important is which decision you will not regret'

The Story...

• The story begins with the scene of a photographer who was taking a picture for an automobile magazine. He accidentally took a picture of a girl who was walking across right in front of his camera. She excused politely and went away. One day, the photographer went to a salon which by accident was the the place where the girl worked at. He left his hat in the salon by accident, leaving the girl a chance to come by his workplace to return it. So she came to his studio and returned his hat.

• But before she left, he made her pose as a model. They found out that they shared a same passion. He was a professional photographer and she was a girl who dreamed to be a model. They became close and spent a lot of time together. He took a lot of pictures of her and published them. One day, an accident happened while she was trying to get something from a high rack in his studio. An unlid bottle of photographic product fell and spilled on her. She was immediately taken to a hospital. The chemical of the photographic product was so toxic, it damaged her eyes so bad that she was about to never be able to see again.
  

• A miracle happened, after a while being taken care in the hospital, the doctors took off the bandages on her eyes. She opened her eyes and saw the photographer's co-worker holding a celebration cake with a candle on it. The co-worker took her to his studio, but he was not there to be found. She was so sad because she loved him so much, she thought that the photographer left her.
  

• One day when she was working, the co-worker came over and showed her the magazine he published with her as the model. She remembered about the racing place where they went together before. She found him there sitting on a bench with a dog next to him and noticed that he was blind.
  

• She stand there and suddenly cried realizing that he loved her so much that he let go the most important part of his life as a photographer and a biker for her, his eyes. She was so touched knowing that he actually gave her his eyes just so she could see again...

"There is someone I love... Although I can't be with him now... I'm still in love with him..."

(The story grabbed from http://kissinfo.net/)

Just take care of my eyes please...

People tends to forget about their past when the new things come and changes their life. In fact, we should remember the path we had traveled in the past and never forget to think where we been before the current stage of our life...

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said the if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying "JUST TAKE CARE OF MY EYES PLEASE..."

'This is how human change when their status changes. Only few remember what life was before, and who has always been there in the most painful situations.'

p/s: Dear J...I willing to sacrifice to let you see the world...

Self-Abused...

Do you ever lost control and caused self-abused? In fact, when you feel deep depressed and when you are in your own world, everything will be out of your control... This what I get used too right now! I scratched both my arms till it bleeding... I stabbed myself with pen... and I dint feel the pain! I feel numb and I totally don't know what is the feel of pain.. It's really out of my control which caused self-abused... to get myself get hurt to release some kind of annoying feels in my heart... People will think that I was mad! But in fact all this is out of my control... as I mentioned earlier... I feel numb... I cant bear this feelings... I want to feel something that more painful than the pain in my heart now....

p/s: For you-know-who-you-are, I am sorry that it's really out of my control... Remember last time when we quarreled, it used to happened and you will stop me but now no one to stop me... Don't worry as the pain is not as greater as the pain I feel in my heart...

A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step...

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the matter. The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle fascinated by its color and drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital. He died. The mother was stunned! She was terrified how she was going to face her husband. When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just five words.

QUESTIONS:
1. What were the five words?
2. What is the implication of this story?

ANSWER:
The husband just said "I am with you Darling". The husband's totally unexpected reaction is a proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not have happened. No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her. If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world. "A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears. And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

'As for me, this story is really worth reading. Sometimes we spend time in asking who is responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. By this way we miss out some warmth in human relationship.'

p/s: Dear J, i never blame u for whatever happen...

Goodbye 2009 Valentine's Day...

'Pink - Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts'

This is the one & only rose I got for 2009 Valentine's Day... Not to reveal the person identity as he's the most stubborn one among all... as I already warned everyone that "NO flower for this year! Better buy me something that I can eat!!! LOL~"

p/s: Anyway, thanks "papaya" for treat us Valentine's dinner @ Cafe Palmelia and for the lovely pink rose.. He know I like pink so much that I wont throw it away... Great choice huh? :)

Happy Valentine's Day...

Tagged by Jerine :)
He's not longer mine... But still I want to complete this questionnaire...

♥ What are your middle names?
"Xue" (snow in mandarin) @ Snow

♥ How long have you been together?
Less than a year... and all those become unforgettable memories to me...

♥ How long did you know each other before you started dating?
Almost a month.. He was trying so hard to get to know everything about me within that month..

♥ Who asked who out?
Him... I really touched by the way he treated me everytime we together...

♥ Whose siblings do/ did you see the most?
His lovely sister... But we don't get the chance to talk to each other as she's always on phone... and me & him spending time together...

♥ Do you have any children together?
No... Planned too if we could make it until marriage as both of us love kids.. He want baby gal as our 1st baby...

♥ What about pets?
He promised to get me a puppy and he will took care of it for me... but now it's all impossible..

♥ Did you go to the same school?
Nope... We were in the same dream.. ;)

♥ Are you from the same home town?
Nope.. That makes this relationship turned like this and I willing to let him go for his happiness...

♥ Where do you eat out most as a couple?
He always surprised me, bring me to different great places (which I ever mentioned to him I wish to go & he fulfilled every one of it) when we're on date. To you-know-who-you-are... Thanks for all those sweet moment!

♥ Where is the furthest you two have traveled together as a couple?
None... Our last plan was to go on cruise together to Korea... and it's now become my-not-come-true-dreams...

♥ Who is the neat-freak?
He totally vice versa and because of me he try to change to be one... :)

♥ Where was your first date?
I remembered it clearly and it was during Merdeka countdown at D Spring.. He treated me like a princess :) That was the most romantic moment I ever had with him...

♥ How long did it take to get serious?
Well, for me... the relationship will get serious once we had started it...

I'm done! Next is your turn...

The Lucky prince @ princess are,
1. Amiey@amieymisme
2. Ethel@forevertulip
3. OneOther@MuchAdoAboutNothing

4. Shemah@MySweetEscape
5. Ashoda@AshodaSangKenyalang
* I'm not really sure of your status, it's just a random pick.. ;)

... Dear J, Happy Valentine's Day.. ILY&IMY

17 signs you are falling in love...

SEVENTEEN:

You look at their profile/picture constantly

SIXTEEN:
When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two seconds ago

FIFTEEN:
You read their TEXTs and IMs over and over again

FOURTEEN:
You walk really slow when you're with them

THIRTEEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around

ELEVEN:
When you think about them, your heart beats faster and slower at the same time

TEN:
You smile when you hear their voice

NINE:
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, all you see is him/her

EIGHT:
You start listening to slow songs while thinking of them

SEVEN:
They're all you think about

SIX:
You get high just from their scent

FIVE:
You realize that you're always smiling to urself when you think about them

FOUR:
You would do anything for them, or anything to see them

THREE:
While reading this, there is one person on your mind the whole time

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number twelve

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself

p/s: ...AND THE PERSON WHO IS IN YOUR MIND IS YOUR LOVE ONE...

Time Never Goes Back...

p/s: After sorting some of my emails, I got this story which I think its pretty interesting... After reading, I could relate my life with the story...

'And I hope that I won't missed it again...'

Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area. Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher...

Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?

Teacher : (Silent for few second, then he answer) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.

Student : (Thinking hard) Huh???

Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.

Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).

A few minutes later...

Student : I'm back.

Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.

Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.

Teacher : That's what happened in real life.

What is the message of this story?

* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time

* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back".

It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!

...There Can Be Only One...

I love 25...

Tagged by AshodaSangKenyalang :)

Rules:

Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 7 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!

1: i love to be one & the only!

2: i love being pampered

3: i love all colour of roses ( i want them all...)

4: i love traveling

5: i love beach

6: i love $$$ (of course!)

7: i love to go on cruise

8: i love happiness

9: i love shopping

10: i love music

11: i love pink (did i say it again?)

12: i love surprises

13: i love nature

14: i love my family & my bestie...

15: i love day dreaming

16: i love eating sushi

17: i love photo shooting (& i want to be the model)

18: i love snow snow snow...

19: i love little dimple ^^ (if u get me!)

20: i love to love & to be loved by the person i truly love (confuse?)

21: i love to be showered with more love love love.. never ending love..

22: i love to see firework, sunset, sunrise, shooting star..

23: i love to be myself

24: i love you?

25: i love number 25!!! I'm 25! ;)

Take a break & try this out!
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So for this tag, The Lucky 7 are:
>> Sharon, One Other, Shemah, Ethel, Valen, SweetSurrender, Ashoda << -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hold my hand ...

Here is a short story with a beautiful message...

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand." "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.. "There's a big difference," replied the little girl. "If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

'In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So, hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...'