This year indeed is silent, lonely, emotional moo year i ever had! What happen? I really not in the mood at all.. Hence, it should be a great celebration with family & friends... When I watched the fireworks on the countdown night, I feel myself drown with my own emo. I stood in the rains and without I realized my tears dropped... I intend to capture some snapshots of the fireworks but turn out nothing in the end..
On the 1st day.... (1st called from my BFF@ sis)
9.30 am...
"Hi babe, Xin Nian Kuai Le! Come visiting to my house..."
Emm.. Yea.. Happy Niu Year! Later ok? I just wake up & not yet shower.
"Ooo.. Okok! Must come ya.. Wear pretty pretty & hang out at my house...I wait oh..."
2.00pm...
"Hey, why not yet show your face? Busy get angpao ar?"
Err.. Raining o..I lazy to go out.. If the rain stop later, I go over ok?
"This girl ar.. So many execuses one..Make sure I see your face later. Else I kidnap you tonight!"
7.30 pm...
The phone ringing again. But I was in emo mood & I dint pick up the called. -.-"
"Babe, thanks for being too concern to ask me to come over your house.. But, I am very sorry to turn you down.. I never meant it as I really don't want to show my moody face & I also don't want to cheat u by showing my fake smile. I know you can see through... And I don't want to spoilt your new year just to comfort me. I rather to lock myself in my room... "
My day end up chatting on MSN with one of my friend till 2 am something. Being too emo the whole night until I finished up one big box of tissue paper... -.-"
"Babe, thanks for being a good listener. I knew that my problems just annoyed you. But i don't know to who else I can confess my feelings except you."
On the 2nd day....
I've been rejected few calls today. As I don't want to go for visiting with my moo's eyes. Maybe I should just turn off my phone but I don't want to let some of them worries as I never turned off my phone at all, 24/7 standby. But, I really want to be alone today. Not enough with the current emo, I was shocked to find out the things that I don't wish to know. Not to reveal it here. It's really doubled my emo but anyhow I had promised myself that I'll be alright...
p/s: Dear J... ILY@IMYSM eventhough you hurt me so much today... break my heart into thousand pieces. I hope that what I heard was not real & it was just a misunderstanding.
hahaha...i guess i'll add you to my lonely-people-during-chinese-new-year list. looks like i'm not alone
ReplyDelete>>> Jerine <<<
ReplyDeleteThanks for dropping by!
Your page is great..
Make me LMAO when read the post "My boyfriend cheated on me".
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Hi. Thanks for visiting, and for the link. I've linked you right back. :-)
ReplyDeleteHope u get better today, emo-wise. Everyone seems to be down these past few days, including me. Donno why. But look up, like u said, you know 'who holds your hand.'
>>> One Other <<<
ReplyDeleteThanks for dropping by babe!
Yea.. Hope we all get better day today and days ahead. :)
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Hello. Thanks for visiting my blog. I hope you are alright now. Happy Chinese New Year to you! GOD Bless.
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>>> Eileen <<<
ReplyDeleteBabe, thanks for dropping by!
I'm alright..This's life!
Not always the happy things happen. :)
Happy Birthday to you! God bless..
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Thanks for dropping by mine. You cheer up too!
ReplyDelete>>> jam <<<
ReplyDeleteThanks jam.. I will!
Have a nice day ahead. :)
Cheers,
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hai there Sweet Lavender..
ReplyDelete1stly..thanks for the comment..yup, we are at the same feeling right now..but believe me, there is a reason behind all of these.. so, hope u'll okay soon and take care ok..
me,Sharon
>>> Sharon <<<
ReplyDeleteThanks babe! I'll be alright.
U too take care ya..
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