爱·恨·难

天可不可能变亮？
虽然已习惯无止境的黑暗
明天我只凭想象
轻轻触摸你幸福微笑脸庞
即使命运早已向我摊牌
我还是要对他耍赖
愿意光线都被取代
换一点未来

只是爱你也难 恨你也难
割舍的勉强
过竟千帆 也许遗忘
我被伤的悲伤 哦...
爱你又难 想想的难
永远有遗憾
心口是谁的泪在淌
当是好梦终于做完

天没有可能再亮！
渐渐你喜欢这黑色的绝望
明天我不用期盼
紧紧抱住我给你我的温暖

p/s: Love... Hate... Indeed both make me suffering...

What's your Birthday Flower?

I found out this interesting article on TBP and would like to keep it as my collections and I will do the updates on the 1st of every month starting from 1st May... Do check it out about your birthday flower! ;)

Birthday Flowers: Information On Birth Month Flower

The Victorians developed the language of flowers during the highly-conservative period of the Victorian era. This was done because they were strongly restricted by the rules of etiquette when it was considered totally inappropriate to express feelings of affections and love. The language of flowers thus evolved when a message was assigned to a specific flower such as a violet. Now with the help of flowers, lovers could send hidden romantic messages. Read on for information about the birth flowers associated with each month...

Birthday flowers brighten a birthday with colour and aroma. Here is information about birthday flowers, their meanings and the messages associated with them. *Updates monthly*

January: Carnation
February: Violet
March: Jonquil
April: Sweet Pea
May: Lily
June: Rose
July: Larkspur
August: Gladiolus
September: Aster
October: Calendula
November: Chrysanthemum
December: Narcissus

p/s: I love to do my own collections on this kind of article...
More coming up soon! ;)

Great Adventure: The North Island Volcanic Plateau

I had received an email from my net friend couple weeks ago, regarding his latest adventure to the middle of the North Island with some nice photos of volcanic plateau attached in the email... Just do some sharing with you all. Emm.. I think he wouldn't mind.. :p

Here is the short description about the journey (taken from the email) :

" ...In March, couple of my work mates travel to the middle of the North Island to go on a 20km hike through our volcanic plateau. This walk is described as the best one day walk in New Zealand as it passes through couple of volcanoes reaching the height of 1900 metres above sea level. We started with the shuttle dropping off at the start of the track at 7am and didn’t finish until 4pm. So it is a very long walk. Many many people do this walk every year especially during the warmer months as it is not covered in snow. I hope the photos will show you how beautiful some of the scenery is.... "

Honestly, I feel grateful to know him as my net friend... Indeed, he is a great friend and always share with me his traveling adventure and we get to know each other through the same hobby- traveling... And we share the same dream too - that is to travel all around the world... Seem that he started the journey first before me... Thanks for the great photos Ivan... :)

Chivas Mixed Green Tea?

Chivas? I ever been fooled by my ex-colleague whom had told me that chivas is one kind of soda drink and it won't make the person drunk. Hahah.. It was few years back when I still have O% knowledge towards all those alcoholic drinks. Now don't ever try to fool me on those achoholic drinks!

Usually when I drink chivas mixed up with coca-cola or sprite, in the end I'm still alright... But last few days when I drink chivas mixed up with green tea, only drink for few glasses.. I already felt strange.. Not fly high in the sky... Just that I feel something wrong and few minutes later... I had to rush to washroom... Errr.. I think you can guess what happen next? I had vomit badly... I was wondering is it because my body can't accept the mixture of the chivas and green tea? It was totally spoilt my entertainment night!

It's strange as my friend told me that green tea can help to reduce the drunk. But what happen to me? I even more worse when I drink chivas mixed with green tea... Maybe I should do some research on it to find out the reason... Well, for the next time, I must remind myself not to drink chivas mixed with green tea... Err.. But still I prefer chivas mixed with coca-cola which taste nicer to me.. Hehe.. Just make sure that I am not boom boom shake shake in the club... ;p

Online Boutique

Yesterday went for shopping with my bestie... Not purposely to accompany her as I am as well need to do some shopping for myself to attend my another bestie wedding which on coming June. Cant wait for the day to come as she's my bestie among all my bestie... Congrats M babe! Before this she had "booked" me become her bridesmaid but at last canceled as I could not make it to come to her place during the wedding gown fitting... and at last her sister become her bridesmaid. Well, I missed out the chance but yet my another bestie want me become her bridesmaid too... Maybe I only can be a bridesmaid and never be a bride for the rest of my life... Nooooooo...

Okay.. Back to the shopping topic.. Yet I still can't get for myself the dress to attend the wedding... Why so hard to do shopping for the dress? Well.. Let me be more specific! I am looking for the dress either in pink or purple colour, not too sexy, not too conservative and must look elegant! Haha.. Ok, why must pink or purple? Not because I'm too obsess towards those colour.. It's because the theme colour for the wedding is pink or purple, that's the reason! It's too hard for me eventho I love pink so much... When I found the colour that I want, yet the dress not the type that I want... When I found the type of dress that I want, sure got problem with the colour... :( Helpppppppp!!!!


My friends had suggested to me to try search it online. I spent whole day sitting in front my computer surfing the net. And still I can't find the dress that I want... Hemmppph.. But I found one site that's really great! The fashion available at that site caught my attention.. If I found the website early I am very sure that I will overspent! HAHAH~ The clothes available there all looks gorgeous! It absolutely suit my taste... And I am about to do my first online shopping here. I still couldn't find the dress I want as some of it SOLD OUT... but there's still few clothes I like and I already placed my first order. Well, feel free to visit the website... Malaysia Online Boutique - Irenelim Fashion. I like it! How about you? ;)