Stop For Being Disrespectful!

Oh gosh.. It's just less than 24 hours Mother's Day had passed... Why do you so dare yelling at mom like tat just for that small matter..??? It really hurt me, then what do you think the impact towards mom? Even though on her face, she still can smile... but we never know how hurt is it inside. I thought you just different from other siblings but still you are the same...

Dear my all brothers, I hope you remember this,
"WITHOUT MOM, U ARE NOTHING! JUST NOTHING!!!"

I hope you can repent for being disrespectful towards mom... Mom, no matter what happen, I will always love you & you are the best I ever have in my life!

p/s: I hope one day I would not witness the same situation where your children done the same as what you had done today! As I can see your kids are more spoil & disrespectful... Maybe you are just a great role model for you kids! Just go ahead!!!

Yeah... I'm indecisive!

Dont ask me why as I really don't know why? What I can say is that I'm indecisive... If you get to know me, you'll know what I mean... Believe it or not, I can spend more than an hour time just to choose between two things... Sometimes my friends will get very annoying when go shopping with me... But most of my bestie know my 'style' and that's why they are in my bestie list... LOLz... That's why I need a boyfriend or partner whom can stand with my attitude and can help me to minimize the time for me to make decision..

My last ex-boyfriend done a very good role when he decided everything for me and I am satisfy with the final decision... Well, I also think myself very weird too... That's me! After the final decision, I won't regret with it and not even think about it after that... And sometimes when it's become too critical for me to choose, I will take both... For some cases, I rather not to choose both items and when I got home... My mind will me 24 hours thinking about it and I will keep on regreting about it until I can get back to the shop to buy the item. This is really a bad attitude... My friends or even some of the salesgirl ever said that I will hardly to choose my future life partner too... Hahah... Hopefully not when I really met the right one! :)Why I suddenly thinking to post up this topic? Hahah... The story come out like this... It's because the incident happened this morning when I went to shop for some accesories for myself... It was the Swarovski crystal bracelet...

And I took almost an hour to decide which combination of colour and the type of beads pattern that suit me... and this give chance for me to get to get know another new friend... Haha! She was working in that shop and she entertain me and I can see that she's very patient with me... :P Until an hour later, her boss came out and warned me to make my decisions a.s.a.p as I was disturbing his worker to do her job... This really make me unhappy! I was thinking to get away from the shop without buying the thing... But when think back the girl spend time entertained me that I changed my mind... But I think it was not wrong as during the hour no customer enter the shop, and I have right to spend my time longer to pick the best choice!

Grrrrr... Really hate that old boss!!! I won't recommend my friends to come to that shop! And at last because of that old boss spoilt my mood, then I just pick the combination of soft pink and clear crystal. Well, no choice because I love pink! The other combination would be pink and purple but then it looked so contrast that cant really focus on the pink... I hope I made a right choice... :S My mum said it suit my skin and me myself still think it just nice only... Nevermind, next time can try other combination of colour and just make sure not go to the same shop again! Emmm.. I named my new Swarovski crystal bracelet as "pinkfairy"...

The morale of the story... If you are indecisive just as me, please refer the Swarovski colour chart before proceed to the shop to pick the right combination of colour... ;) I just did this survey just after I back from the shopping... LOLz..

04.04.09... It's just another Saturday!

4th of April 2009... 04.04.09

It's just another Saturday and nothing much interesting things happen today... Today is the actual day for "Qin Ming" and I decided not to go anywhere tonight as I don't feel to go out too. One of my friend of friend invited me to go out tonight and I had rejected him.. He was quiet mad that make me feel a bit annoying as he made assumption that I don't want to go out with him because my friends not going out too... Gosh... What a very-not-matured thinking!

As I wake up this morning, I got a sms from my bestie to cancel this morning shopping plan... Ok great, I can continue my sleep a bit later but few minutes later... I got a called from another bestie asked me out in the afternoon... See... I really must walk out from my room... It's been nearly 4 months I have not meet her since last December... It's been 4 months also I kept her belated birthday present which I should hand in to her last Christmas.... Hahah! What a belated gift... -_-" Okok.. Not my fault as both of us busy with our work... What a lucky day today that we can arranged this meeting.

Nothing much we talked about... She just complaint to me that her engagement ring not longer fit her finger as she getting more "cute" now... Haha.. So, the conclusion I made is her fiance treat her very well and I not need to worry about this bestie... I still remember how she sleepless for almost one week to decide whether want to accept the bf proposal... Not that she not love the bf but is because she too love the bf. Why I say so? Because I know the reason why she took for that long to make the decision... Why? My answer still the same... Because she loves the bf so much. Ok... Let's end this topic! You soon will know why when the time is come... -End-

I love April Fool...

Sorry for the crappy updates that I have been posted before... as I am very really truly busy with my job... How I wish.. (How I really really wish...) To escape to a place that NO ONE can find me which enable me to take a long break as long as I want... At this moment, the only place exist is 'My Zzzz @ Dream' which only few hours a day... I WANT MORE.... :S

And today is 1st of April which I never forget that it's APRIL FOOL... No matter how busy I am, you... you... or anyone of you will not able to FOOL me... If you don't believe, try me then! LOLz... It's been long long long time ago I've been fool.. Kind of missed it... But I can't pretend to be fool just to give you chance to fool me... Hehehe! Every year, I wont missed to get a victim to be fooled. Only one... then it's enough... Sorry babe to be chosen as the lucky one this year... She's the 1st one greet me "Happy April Fool!" this morning... and less than half and hour later she became my 1st victim... LOLz... She's kind of blur but still it create a cheerful morning for all of us to start our working day...

Less than 4 hours... So, try me now! I want to be a victim... Hahah.. Maybe I am lucky not to be fooled during April Fool but it's even more unlucky when you get to be fooled in your love life... I rather to be a victim for April Fool but not in love... Happy April Fool everyone!

p/s: If you just want to fool me in love matters, I beg you... Please stay away from me. I can't bear any heartache...

Hope he get well soon...

Do you believe in dreams? Well... Try to not! But last night I had weird dreams where at first I felt happy then followed by unhappy... And that happened today when I heard good news and then bad news... The good news is about my job where I not gonna too stress after March... Hopefully!

Bad news... Ok, this really make me feel sad and make me moody whole day today... but still I wanna share with you all... Hoping that you all can do me a favor... I just got the news that one of my ex-student was involved in accident last Sunday and his condition very unstable and in unconscious mode. I feel guilty that I only got to know about this today!!! Yesterday, I bumped into his classmates and they told me that he was involved in accident.. Since I was too rush for something else then I was not too bothered to ask further as I thought it won't be too serious... until today, one of the teacher called me and ask whether I would like to join to visit him in the hospital.. then only I know he was seriously injured...

The accident news was on the newspapers.. I blamed myself as I not really read newspapers and not to ask further about him from his friends yesterday...The incident happened last Sunday, 10am. He and his friend were walking along the road (on the way back home from football game ) when he got knocked down by 'stupid driver' that didn't drive properly. After the car rammed into him, the impact of the incident caused him to be thrown into the air before he knocked against the front mirror of the car and then fell onto the road. According to the police initial investigations, he might have been dragged off as far as 95 metres from the spot where he was knocked down. Can you imagine how fast was that 'stupid driver' drove? This caused serious injury on his head and body... And he's now laying unconscious on the hospital bed.. To all, please do me a favor after you read this.. Take a few seconds.. Pray for him so he get well soon...

He used to be my naughty student when I taught him last year... But still I like him very much as he always cheer me up with his naughty action... Sometimes, he will act guilt when he found out that I not bother him in class due to his naughtiness... Then, he will start to pay attention and try to get my attention in class... Unlike other naughty students, he is very obedient when he met the teachers outside the class...

' KongLP, I hope you get well soon... Everyone is waiting for you! You must be strong... I want to see naughty KongLP back to school... Your friends are waiting for you... 2C class is waiting for you... same as well all the teachers in the school... your parents, your siblings, all family members... and of course me too, your ex-teacher, Ms.SP... We love you, KongLP! Gambatte! '

Pimples... Go away!

Not again... My pimples is back! This time even more worse... Maybe because the food I eaten? Or the wrong product I use? Or STRESS? Emm... I think all these when blend together then *tada*... Pimples will come for partying on my face! Well, I think the main cause is Peanut! :( I really can't eat peanut as the pimples love peanut so much... Last few days, I had eaten the peanut with my nephew. Then the next day when I woke up in the morning... Looking at the mirror! Goshh.. The pimples is appeared as much as the peanut I eaten a day before... When I count.. count.. and count.. It almost the same total as the peanut I eaten. Sound ridiculous? But that's the truth! -.-" I think start from this moment I really should band any peanut related products in my food list...

Goodbye 2009 Valentine's Day...

'Pink - Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts'

This is the one & only rose I got for 2009 Valentine's Day... Not to reveal the person identity as he's the most stubborn one among all... as I already warned everyone that "NO flower for this year! Better buy me something that I can eat!!! LOL~"

p/s: Anyway, thanks "papaya" for treat us Valentine's dinner @ Cafe Palmelia and for the lovely pink rose.. He know I like pink so much that I wont throw it away... Great choice huh? :)

Embarrassing moment or sweet moment?

'Illustrated picture as I not manage to go her office to snap the photo...'

I been shocked to receive a call from my BFF this morning in the office. She seems to be very ashamed of what happens in her school today... On her birthday!!! Happy Birthday to you sweetie, Ms. Anne! She called me to tell me that she got a dozen of roses from 'someone'... The roses bouquet was delivered by a florist and she received it in her office witnessed by her colleagues and some of her students... She's blushed!!!! Hot gossip in the school today! Everyone keep teasing her as they thought she's single! Everyone keep dug her regarding that 'someone' and she felt stress! I'm too, as her BFF also wondering who's that 'someone'? Haha...12 stalks of roses? What does it means? Emm.. To received a bouquet of roses in the office maybe seems normal to some of you... But how about a teacher receives it in front of the students... *BLUSHED!* *BLUSHED!* *BLUSHED!* If I encountered the same situation, I think I also will feel the same too... Will hide my face in the drawer or cabinet... LOL~

p/s: I think she will get her 2nd bouquet very soon... 9 days to go! *winks*

It's just another day...

"2009 Lunar New Year"

Nothing much to say. It's just another day... Life is like a book, each page represents each day in our life. What am I saying? Alright... I'm not emo, just feeling numb at the moment. Why? Something's on my mind? That's right! The things that I don't wish to happen... Kind of upset to know that but this is life! Not every moment that we gone through will be sweet and beautiful. It's not always happy ending in the end of every chapter... Life must go on!

Believe it or not today is my 1st day stepped out from my house since the day I back from work on the new year eve. And I got my very 1st angpow(red packet) today at my BFF house! Now I realized that I'm getting old already! (Every year repeating the same phrase!) LOL~ Actually at my aged, when go for visiting, they usually won't give any angpow because we're no longer little kids or teenagers. This is a hardest truth to be heard! Objection!!!! Haha! But when think about it, it's true also as we already have our own career and got our salary/bonus as "angpow"! But this year, I dint get any "angpow" from my boss instead a big stack of paperwork to be completed before end of this month. Thank you boss!

Here are some photos to share with you...

Have you ever eaten Natural Vegetables Chips?

Here you go! It's 100% made of vege's!

Preserved Strawberry! It taste sweet & sour.

It's me! LOL~ Isn't she look cute? I love kids!

2008? Printing error? LOL~

But it's my 1st angpow for Moo's year!

* Sorry for the low quality photos as i forgot to bring my digicam with me during the visiting. -.-"

Emo Moo's New Year...

This year indeed is silent, lonely, emotional moo year i ever had! What happen? I really not in the mood at all.. Hence, it should be a great celebration with family & friends... When I watched the fireworks on the countdown night, I feel myself drown with my own emo. I stood in the rains and without I realized my tears dropped... I intend to capture some snapshots of the fireworks but turn out nothing in the end..

On the 1st day.... (1st called from my BFF@ sis)

9.30 am...
"Hi babe, Xin Nian Kuai Le! Come visiting to my house..."
Emm.. Yea.. Happy Niu Year! Later ok? I just wake up & not yet shower.
"Ooo.. Okok! Must come ya.. Wear pretty pretty & hang out at my house...I wait oh..."

2.00pm...
"Hey, why not yet show your face? Busy get angpao ar?"
Err.. Raining o..I lazy to go out.. If the rain stop later, I go over ok?
"This girl ar.. So many execuses one..Make sure I see your face later. Else I kidnap you tonight!"

7.30 pm...
The phone ringing again. But I was in emo mood & I dint pick up the called. -.-"

"Babe, thanks for being too concern to ask me to come over your house.. But, I am very sorry to turn you down.. I never meant it as I really don't want to show my moody face & I also don't want to cheat u by showing my fake smile. I know you can see through... And I don't want to spoilt your new year just to comfort me. I rather to lock myself in my room... "

My day end up chatting on MSN with one of my friend till 2 am something. Being too emo the whole night until I finished up one big box of tissue paper... -.-"

"Babe, thanks for being a good listener. I knew that my problems just annoyed you. But i don't know to who else I can confess my feelings except you."

On the 2nd day....

I've been rejected few calls today. As I don't want to go for visiting with my moo's eyes. Maybe I should just turn off my phone but I don't want to let some of them worries as I never turned off my phone at all, 24/7 standby. But, I really want to be alone today. Not enough with the current emo, I was shocked to find out the things that I don't wish to know. Not to reveal it here. It's really doubled my emo but anyhow I had promised myself that I'll be alright...

p/s: Dear J... ILY@IMYSM eventhough you hurt me so much today... break my heart into thousand pieces. I hope that what I heard was not real & it was just a misunderstanding.

The unique creation of God...

"O Lord.. I am so thankful..."

This morning, I had passed by one of my friends web page and I was stunned to see the beautiful creation of God that captured by her during her last vacation. I had grab some of the photos to share with all of you...

"Isn't it wonderful creation? "

I hope that one day I could make my dream come true. Traveling all around the world with my life partner, exploring the wonderful world that created by our mighty Lord... Amen...

Raining oh raining...

It's been third day raining non stop at my place.. Arghhh.. Supposed today is my 1st day to report on duty... But since my working place area flooded, then today is another holiday for me! Hopefully the rain will stop soon, else I don't think I still can go to work tomorrow. It will be another lazy day for me...

"I'm now as gloomy as the sky... Raining non stop in my heart..."

Tears are an expression of grief... These few days I dropped my tears as heavy as the rain outside! Till when I have to face all this dilemma? I thought today will be the new beginning in my life as I can keep myself busy and flooded with workload... But at last, it's still another hard day for me to face...

And I am start to think much now... Why would you do this to me? Why would you be heartbreaker and troublemaker in my life? Why would you start something that would mess everything? Why? Why?... There are too many "Why" on my mind now... And only you the one that can give me the answers... God, please give me strength in facing all the obstacles in my life journey...

The new beginning of year 2009...

"Goodbye to the year of 2008..."

It's beginning of my footsteps entering the year of 2009 and I'm hoping everything great awaiting for me... Yea, I have gone through too much pain in year of 2008 and I'm deeply hurt... But I will stand stronger as I believe "God always sends rainbows after the rain..".

"In fact, life is a great adventure where you can never predict what is going to happen, nor would I wish to. For all of us, there are good and bad things waiting around the corner but at least with age and experience we learn to enjoy or deal with things better..."

Let's treasure year of 2009...